Here on my blog I frequently talk about how crazy I am and how nutty life is, etc.  The truth is that, while I do have a crazy side, most of the time the rational, logical, calm side of my nature prevails.  It’s a good thing, too, because Rational Annie is in high demand with these males with whom I live.

That rational side is holding on by her fingertips today, though, just barely holding on.

Why?  Because I dropped my freshman off for orientation today.

So, basically, the only sane thought that I’ve been having this morning is that it is okay for me to not know exactly how to feel today.  That is what my rational self is saying….well that and my rational self is also repeatedly telling my irrational self to

JUST STUFF IT, ALREADY.

Irrational Annie isn’t buying it.  Nope.  She’s stomping on the floor and banging on the door and grabbing a brick so that she can bash the window out.  Dang it, I hate it when Irrational Annie shows up.  All she does is complicate things.

I know that it will be fine.  Don’t worry, I’m sure that J will have a good morning and that Rational Annie will prevail. And, just to prove it I’m going to quit nibbling on the baguette in the kitchen while pacing the floor and instead do a push up or two…..or twenty.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Happy Thursday, y’all.